Tuesday, April 17, 2007

Sometimes I wish I were…

…a writer, a music composer, or an artist so that people are more willing to accept my nonchalance, my detachment at times, convoluted or delusional thoughts, cynical outlook, or my freelancing lifestyle.

I know this is me stereotyping (typecasting these occupations which unfortunately are usually associated with some form of eccentricities or atypical lifestyle) but problem is many couldn’t understand what I am doing with my life. I suppose it’s the UNCERTAINTY in life that most would choose not to deal with it, as it would conflict with their desire for security in their lives. Translate security into having a stable job, stable income, getting married, and so on and so forth. Hmm…I still don’t quite see it, or rather I made the choice of not pursuing that so let me continue to deal and live with the uncertainty, the so-called insecurity, in my life.

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